In My Defense

aa4c846b30e4a8bd78723c9b3f494747As time goes by, I have this ability to fend for myself freely, in all aspects of my life and feel great content in doing so.

I realized that pretty quick a few years back, it is I who can solve my own problems. I may wonder about yours, yet not make them my own. I see them as teaching moments…that..”what would I do in that case?”, moments. I have choosen my own spiritual expression and believe in some of yours. Yet I don’t use my spirituality as an excuse to harm or meme any creature, any part of nature or another human being. Because I do believe that what I radiate comes back to me!!

I definitely don’t need the confines of any church or any persons lifestyle to feel the freedom of beauty and light..right and wrong. I just need time within my own soul..and time outside under the sun or moon. This is where my energy comes from.

I am learning through the Wicca teachings and it works for me.

Find your peace! Develope it..nurture it..love it!

Time Escapes Me!

I haven’t written any poetry in a while, but this morning over coffee, life kind of got poetic. So here is what fell from the tips of my fingers to the keyboard. Enjoy!
~Time Escapes Me~
Just when I think I have it’s hand, it moves ahead.
“Wait! Wait for me Please?” I cried aloud
Over it’s shoulder it smiles and says
“Time waits for no one child! Do what needs to be done now!”
Falling to my knees, I cry out. “But, I have so much to do, where do I find you Time? I am so tired!”
“Many before you have tried to stop Time child!’ he laughed, “but no one can stop Time, you make me! and you will always find me, if you want me. Take me! Share me! Because the day will come, where you wished you had!”
I whispered through tear drops, “I can not let Time escape me. I will find you and together we will capture moments in Time!”

Born A Sinner?

We’re all born innocent, I believe. But how long into our lives on this earth, before we commit one of those 7 deadly sins? No one informed me as a toddler, a youngster, pre-teen about these deadly sins. And another thing, I’m still alive! Does that mean I am still innocent? Who has the answers to these questions and who is keeping tabs on me? Dagnabit! ;).. and who made this list anyway?

7 Deadly Sins

  1. Pride
  2. Envy
  3. Gluttony
  4. Lust
  5. Anger
  6. Greed
  7. Sloth

Pride aka ego, is excessive belief in one’s own abilities.

Envy is the desire for others’ traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an addictive type desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury.

Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, forgetting about the spiritual.

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work

You’re My Addicition

I smoked a pack of cigarettes a day for 30 years and quit cold turkey over a year ago. I wrote this poem while I was smoking. I found it hard thinking about quitting smoking, more so than the act of quitting. It was like I was going to say good bye to my best friend and to be honest, the cigarette was my best friend, my addiction!

Smoker-girl

To touch the tip
With just my lip
To me,
As sweet as chocolate.
I crave you ever so much
To have you close
To smell you
You are my crutch
Soothing to me as a musette
Who thought one could feel such euphoria
From a frigging cigarette!

Naughty Notables

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All these poems/verses are written by myself..

I am a slave
to my passion
Hanging
by a thread
No light
at the end
of my tunnel
Poke and prod
Never ceasing
To amaze
So many sides
Selfish
Enduring
Spiritually
Pleasing.
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Dark and naughty
A delightful dish
Bad words
Heavy sex
A smorgasbord
A naughty minds wish
Sensing, feeling
Every bit
Tasting
on the tip
of my tongue
Hear it
Read it
White to black
Holiness unsung.
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Dark confessions
You’re feeling
startled
By the depths
Got my point across
Murkiness
Unsettled promises
I can’t keep
This dark side
of my being
Wakened when your
world sleeps
You’re unable
to accept
Even in this life
worn body
A spirit
Of naughtiness
Does creep.
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Your wanton ways
leave me wanting
Raunchy, rough
carnal desires
In the morning
and evening hours
The lustful, immoral
thoughts inspire.

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Your lascivious ways
are so erotic
That devil may care
attitude excites me
Seen by only you and I ,
no soul around
Our own little world,
so sensual as need be.

So be as passionate
as you plead
Whisper your thoughts
or scream aloud
Let yourself go,
an orgasmic quest
Abandoned morals,
I shall fill your need.
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