My Trail Mix

me4I started walking this path the day I was born, but it did not become a reality for me until 2005 and I don’t think it will ever end.

My belief in something greater than myself.. a Goddess, a God, a Creator.

This Creator of mine is not who/what my parents believed in, the schools or churches I went to as a child. This Creator is something/someone who was with me through all my own life experiences, the most recent since 2005. My Creator has brought me comfort and salvation through lessons and unconditional love.  My Creator showed me, my own strength.

Until the day comes when we all hit our bottoms or begin searching for peace of mind, soul and body, the Creator awaits without judgement, arms wide open and guidance.

I found my Creator between the Wicca teachings and my native culture. I am fulfilled and humbly grateful.

 

 

Moderation Is Key!

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I am one of those people, well, maybe I am only the one of the people I am talking about.. lol.. I doubt that. I don’t feel I am unique in every way and the way that I am unique, I won’t tell you about, that my friend, is what makes me unique. There are some things I do not need the approval of being, by any one, on this planet. So I have that little bit of mystery, which I think we all should have, mystery.
I have learnt over the years, the thing to enjoying life, no matter what it is, food, family, friends, people in general, activities, physical, mental and emotional standards is, MODERATION. I know I am the only one who can supervise my wants, needs and cravings. By the time we are 19, we should have some grasp on that, I think, but yet not always. I believe it is because life can toss shit our way, that saying, the shit hit the fan? Its unexpected and can set you back, however, all we need to do is get back on track.
I love, hot dogs! So instead of eating 8 hot dogs, which includes the bun and the wiener.. (wink) there’s an inside joke with that statement.. lol..I will eat one a day for 8 days and voila, its out of my system. C’mon, think of it, 8 hot dogs in one sitting would make me puke, but one a day, makes me smile. The same goes for my favorite chocolate bar, Big Turk.  Too many in one sitting would make me sick, but one Big Turk a day, makes me happy with a little sugar high.
So now, you see the method to my madness. After 8 days of having what I love, is not an overload at all, but learning to live a life of moderation, so when the time comes again, in 6 months to a year when those cravings pop up, I will moderate myself and enjoy spoiling that craving for 8 days.
Life is too darn short to rob ourselves of the devilish desires and cravings. Live life to the fullest! Just do it in moderation. Yes, even with love. I can love long and hard, but yet again, I have learnt how to take a breather and give my partner a breather.  Then it seems not to be going stale or making us sick…lol…  we can love other with all our hearts and unconditionally, that does not mean we have to be by their side 24/7.. remember, too much of a good thing, is probably not such a good thing. 🙂
Now where is that hot, Big Turk and my Dream Man at this morning!

Honey!?, You wouldn’t have chocolate hidden some where in your house, eh? 😉

 

 

Foggy State Of Mind?

“How many steps does it take to be happy with life, my own life? 12 (Twelve) even if you’re not an addict. It’s all about learning how not to live a life in a foggy state of mind.. for those of us weak, emotionally, mentally, depressed and lonely.. Don’t believe it? Ask me 🙂 You already see my happiness. It was the best 12 steps I ever took to a fulfilling state of mind.” – Snowy

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Born To Be Your Gaurdian Angel

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While we are here on this earth we are in the human body form and when someone we or someone we love passes over, they once again become spirit, leaving us wanting and missing what their human form gave while they were here on earth.

Of course we miss the sound of the voice, the touch of the hand, the scent of their skin. And if we focus on those 3 sensations alone, we are missing completion. Who we are completely, who we were from the beginning, even before we took our first breath of life on earth. Spiritually complete. There are times when I write that I wonder if what I say is like a foreign language. Only because it is hard to explain something at times that you have experienced and because it is not visable in solid matter, others can be skeptic.

 We need to realize we are never alone, that those who passed over are now guardian angels. And these angels are from our long family history. Great grandparents to parents, siblings and friends alike today. Even those who have set pets to rest, they are animal spirit guides.

I have experienced again and again, where I have prayed to those who have passed over and my prayers are answered, always. That is exactly what they want to hear, for each of us to call out to them. They can not help if not asked. Ask and you shall receive, I can not say that enough. We are here of free will and we just need to will their company , their assistance and they come forward manifesting exactly what we are asking for. Sometimes their answers will come from other people around us and it is not coincidence that John or Alice has an answer for you, to the question you asked of an angel or spirit guide.

I do not write this post for the fun of writing a post, it is my actual belief and my experience.

Learning to open our hearts is the beginning to living a life of contentment here on earth knowing that those who have passed over are still very near. Our souls and spirits live in a place where there is NO time. So don’t worry, we are never too late to ask for help.

One of my favorite songs regarding being someones Gaurdian Angel.. enjoy!